So its been two days since ive written anything in here, and i feel like so much has happened. But, i will just quickly jot down the few events that happened this evening because it was oh, so embarrassing.
ok, so this morning i had my first midterm. Psych. Cake.
i was feeling it
so, tomorrow i have another one. Womens studies. And this is coming from me, who wanted so badly to be this radical feminist. And uh, im gonna fail the thing. But i think iapos;ll be able to accept that this is probably not what God wants for me. It will all be okay so naeta couldnt make my TAapos;s review session, so i just took good notes and read them out for her. And then, she read me what she had jotted down, then proceeded to ask me questions. Like a teacher....oh yeah, she has a crudential. Like, naeta is so cool, and i didnt want to seem like an idiot to her. But i did. It kinda sucks hardcore. So, like, i have to do better next time and show her that im not as stupid as she thinks i am right now. But the hard thing is, i dont have time to do all this outside research and UNDERSTAND whats going on, because i have so much going on. Its really difficult. So anyways, it always comes back to the point that i cant think critically, especially on the spot. I get so nervous. Its ridiculous. When she was asking me all the questions, i felt my palms sweating. Teachers really intimidate me and so did she man
im so humiliated right now. I never want to have dinner with her, or leave my room again.
but iapos;ll probably see her tomorrow morning.
oh, im dreading this
and i have to write a paper too for that class
and its going to suck
this is really sucking right now
im just going to hope for the best
but now she thinks im super stupid
but its not fair that im just not as smart as her
shes like seriously, really, really smart
and she has this thing called common sense and she knows how to make and see links in information.
im insanely jealous
plus shes nice...but she can be blunter than i
so shes like brian, minus the bullshit
or like gyasi, but louder and more intimidating
but more like brian because she stresses the classics
as in music
not good, modern stuff
anyways, im just humiliated and that was the moral of the story.
oh, college life is so hard sometimes.
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